Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Oral Ulcer and Spartan Beetle
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Yea, it's Awesome
Friday, May 14, 2010
Specialist works around 4 hours only?? @@
Let's say, the month is bad, there's only 5 patients per 2hours, one day = 10patients..
Daily Consultation fees = RM50 x 10 = RM500
One month = RM15,000 (assuming the profits from medicines sold balanced by the expenditures)
not bad huh, 4 hours a day...><... and my dad once told my sis, the ophthalmologist near this clinic(this whole street conquered by specialist, XD) always full one..... ><.... i can smell money..... the downside --> you'll be seeing only a few nurses that work for you in de clinic and your patients, SIENZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
Tapi, dunno why their dispensary unit damn slow... dunno why dispense med also need wait so long..... there's one aunty here who came to de clinic waited for 30minutes++ just to get de med...
*even the pizza delivery boy needed to wait 10minutes before getting the payment.. XD
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Got this from the Star blog..
Why we left and why we will continue to leave...
I read an interesting article today about a few prominent figures addressing their concern over the increasing UKM and UM medical graduates who have left the country to continue their medical practice overseas.
After reading the news for 3 times, I called a very close friend, an MD (UKM) graduate to ask his opinion on how the news might have affected him. He has been working in Singapore for more than a decade as a Consultant Surgeon with a certain sub-specialty
"Why be a slave in your own country, when you are a king in another?" He replied.
Indeed, if anybody would want to find a reason why all of us left, either after housemanship, after being a specialist, or even after sub specializing, and now, even prior to doing housemanship, they need not look at our payslip, or the wealth that we have gained overseas, but only to the Medical System that has been rotting in the ignorance and politic-based stupidity that Malaysia has been well-known for (in the medical field).
I have served the system for nearly 2 decades of my career, waiting for it to improve for so long, and only finding myself in despair, quitting with a 24-hour notice and serving abroad. The system is, in my opinion, keeping doctors, since the beginning of their career as House Officers to the end of it, in the lowermost priority. When I was working there, doctors are so ill-treated, while the nurses and the medical assistants are overpowering us.
I still remember the days when I was doing seeing patients and rounds as an MO, while the staff nurses would mind their own business, having breakfast in the pantry, or having gossip chats at their own leisure. My House Officers would then have to do merely all the labour-work, up to the extent of setting intravenous drips, and serving medications. If I am to expect the nurses, my patients would have been dead, or the work would have been too slowly or incompletely done.
When I was a House Officer, I had to run down 4-5 floors just to review a blood investigation of a dying dengue patient. The ward staff would either be nowhere around, or will say that he is busy (busier than the doctor?) or the answer I got at that time:
"Doktor nak cepat, doktor turun sendirilah, gaji doktor lagi banyak dari saya"
Even when I was a Specialist, the staff nurses had to be called again and again just to make sure the management plan for the patient would be done. I was already used to answers from them:
“I’m busy with something else"
“My shift is already over"
...it was routine for me.
The Medical Assistants were worse. They would hide behind their so-called boss, the Head of Medical Assistant. They feel hiding behind him would make them not under our jurisdiction, that we have no power to instruct them in managing the patient, that they have power to manage own their own. I've seen them giving medications not as we prescribed, performing procedures without our knowledge, as if they are the actual "Doctors". They are in their own world, and we have to do their job, taking blood, labelling samples, and even cleaning gadgets from the procedures that we have done.
Oh, but the ministry loves this group. They even let them run a clinic now, instead of upgrading the clinics already run by doctors. The government feels that the MAs are very important and should never be ill-treated by those big bad doctors. One time when I was a District Hospital Medical Officer, I was conducting a delivery of a baby. An MA insisted that I remove my car which was block-parking his car. I answered through the phone that I was busy.
He came to the labor room and yelled "Semua orang pun sibuk jugak, macamlah doktor seorang yang sibuk!”
It is insulting that an MA or a staff nurse claims that they are BUSY, as busy as a doctor? As a Malaysian Doctor, I have even worked for 72 hours straight. I have experienced working until my 6 month old daughter did not recognize me at the end of the week.
Is that how busy they are? I am very sure that they are so busy, that they can only spend 2 hours at the nearby Mamak stall, or can only leave at 5:10 PM instead of 5, or can only have 1 hour of lunch.
The management staffs are worse. I have to beg and plead so that I can get my on-call claims, of RM25 per 48 hours of work. While sitting in an air-conditioned office, they will at their own leisure, process my call claims so that I will receive them by the next decade.
The state health or Hospital Director would just give another inspirational talk (of bollocks) on team effort and beauty of teamwork.
That is how Malaysian doctors are treated in the government sector: without respect, without dignity and without significance. Why?
It is because we are bound by ethics to try our best to save lives, despite how ill-treated we are. We hardly have time to complaint because we are too busy or tired, and we would rather spend the precious time resting or seeing our loved ones. The burden of trying to save lives is on our shoulders alone. No MAs or Staff nurses would shoulder it with us. They have their own bosses: the Sisters, Matrons, or Head of MAs, which job description is to ensure that the big bad doctors will not ask their underlings to do extra work.
This is how the Malaysian Ministry of Health have treated their doctors. I am very sure that in each and every doctor, there is a slowly-burning patience in serving the Malaysian people, which will eventually fade and cause them to surrender to serving a place that treats them better.
A few colleagues who graduated from UK choose to serve there:
"The pay is more, and we get the respect we deserve"
Another works in Brunei:
“Here the staff nurses respect Malaysian doctors, and they are very co-operative" (He ended up marrying one)
A few are consultants in Singapore (working with me):
"Here we are treated well, we spearhead the management, and every else do their work to the best of their capabilities".
A few even enjoys working in Indonesia:
“The work-load is horrible since there are a lot of patients, but we are well respected by every hospital personnel" (They have migrated there for nearly a decade)
I am sure that people will see doctors as power-hungry individuals who want to be the boss in the hospital. Trust me, after having graduated 6-7 years of medical school, earning a DEGREE, and subsequently MASTERS, and SUBSPECIALITY, you would expect a degree of respect and being considered important. We are trying our best to improve patient's quality of life, or making sure he lives another day. Is it too much to ask from the system that we are important?
I find that Malaysia is the only country that is making doctors' lives miserable and treated like rubbish. It was never about the pay in the first place. It is about the treatment we are getting and the false political-based promises. Do you know that the so-called circular about doctors can have the day off after working 24 hours straight released JULY 2009 is not yet implemented? Do you know that the raise of UD 41 to 44 does not involve every doctor in the government service?
We are waiting for improvement. We have waited a long time when we were working in the system. Somewhere along the line we decided to leave and wait outside the system. Until the system changes, we will continue to work overseas, in countries which are appreciative of us. Trust me, Malaysian-graduate doctors are considered highly skilful and competent in neighbouring countries, and the 15 % brain drain is more significant than you think.
We will return when the system prioritize us and gives us the quality of life we deserve.
If it stays the same, Malaysian Hospitals would end up having Staff nurses and Medical Assistants as "Doctors", and we would have to send patients to Indonesia for an appendicectomy.
Hear our voice. We hardly speak, but will usually fade away from conflict (and fly to another place).
making me more nervous to enter a hospital... XD
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Friday, January 1, 2010
2009 Year of Embarrassment for Geminians???
Jan 1, 2009 - click here
December 31, 2009 - Mr X is having his birthday at Jan 1. But on day 30th December(Wednesday, 10pm ++), when i surfed Facebook, it told me that Mr X birthday is on Thursday, which is a glitch there, his birthday should be on Friday but i din notice.. I was soooo tired that day, and i'm sure i'll be able to sleep within seconds if i get to my bed, but yet, i endured and waited till 12am to drop him a message in Facebook. And i only realized it after Miss Y told me that i was WRONG!!!!!!!!!!
Damn memalukan, dahlah sudah bodoh, tak mau tidur dan merana 2jam lebih, mau wish kat hari yang salah.. ==_==.. dan dinampak orang lagi..... WUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Pictures From my Phone - take 5
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Dr House
clues : see how House auscultate...
Thursday, October 8, 2009
the reasons yingyi's a 'no-word-to-describe-him'
and i can't stop laughing at yingyi during the process..... XD....
1) one moment yingyi is like --> "mau satu muka surat saja??? oh shit oh shit.. why you dun tell me earlier" - yingyi terlebih tulis... tertulis 3/2 page....
(you should'd looked at his expression and the way he said tat)
2) he was like so bu shuang when we knew tat we wrote too much.... but i'd insisted tat we rewrite everything(my essay was easier to edit it to become one page + i can manipulate the font size easily).... but he insisted not to and just hand up the essay he wrote....
and then we told him tat the lecturer may reject his essay "i tak mau terima lu punya esei sebab terlebih muka surat... you balik buat semula baru hantar bagi saya"
and yingyi showed us his ULTI(most powerful + geng + yeng de power/skill)......
"i tanya sekali lagi. YOU mau terima ke tak?????" while showing
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3) and 15 minutes later or so, he's kissing his paper because he'd finish rewriting it...
*there's a lot more tat day especially when he wanted to find the isi, but i dunno how to describe them.. XD...
Monday, October 5, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Unexpectedly Found Something Cool.....
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Another reason why i still think SecondaryFrens' the best
you see, it's my mid sem break and i'm going back to my home in Perak... and i'm going back by train (yay, my first time taking a train back, XD, though it din leave me a good impression cos the air-cond in the compartment i was sitting rosak dy.... but hey, luckily we did exhange to an airconded compartment later)... so you see the nearest train station to my home is in the outskirts of Kampar(i'm living in jeram, 11km from Kampar town), and it's a long journey(if i'm walking) to the nearest bus station where i'd to take one back to my house.. and i'd forgot to mention that my train departs at 6pm from KL thus i'll reach back in Kampar at around 830pm..... and since it's late, i'd figured that it'll be extremely dangerous for me to walk to de bus station(and i have with myself a 2k laptop and the most valuable thing is my MODULE 2 NOTES!!!!) which is why i planned to ask my friends to fetch me there...
to illustrate my journey back from train station to my home :
and the climax of this post begins :
i smsed A
me - hey, are you free tonight?? can fetch me to the bus station from the train station mou???
Fren A - wat time??
me - about 8something to 9 like tat... can??
Fren A - except me, still got who can fetch you? if no one then i'll fetch you..
me - XD. ok ok...
this Fren A usually never go out at night one, but still he said he'll help me if no one's helping.. XD
i smsed B
me - hey, tonite you free to fetch me from train??
FrenB - ok, message me when you reach...
me - good, belanja you makan roti canai next time... XD
FrenB - haha.. you pray i pass my exam better la.. kaka
XD.. and he even take me go 'long kai'(bersiar-siar) awhile since the bus haven't reach the station yet... XD
the few reasons why i think they're the best HENG DEIz, XD.....
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Friends.....
Talking bout secondary life, my friends in secondary school ~*eyes widening, evil grin, mischievous face~ hoho, shit, they’re the best gang I ever had till now.. Hoho.. I remember we started hanging out together since standard 3( though we separated for awhile in standard 4 and 5, not same class ma)…..Woohoo, after that we’d always been in the same class… XD….
WingShen - known as black chicken due to his dark skin tone, always label himself as Loius Koo or LamFoong…. we used to fight at least once every year….. ^^.. basket gang, hoho, can say my captain la.. basket, very geng him, though now old liao
CheeWor - known as Lychee, XD.. live in same village, take the same bus. basket gang also.. (though in our gang, all basket player very thin one).. super geng jumping ability.
CheeSeng - we call him ah guat(bone), cos he’s skinny like hell if seen from outside, but damn muscular inside.. basket gang also… he’s our sharpshooter( shoot 10 balls, masuk 8balls damn easy for him though he din play much after form5)….
And there’s whelan(my rival), wai loon(my treasurer), chun kit(my band major), loyau(take me go takei one), han cheon, looi, tham(KP), dick and a few gals that I did talk quite a lot with(though seldom hang together la) - resin, JoEe………. XD,
a year older than me de, Kai Foong(boss), tick(captain), ah loke, taufu, and a few more…XD…. XD.. And there’s this few frens a year younger than me de, ming and his gang…
XD… SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE was no doubt the best time I ever had… XD…
wouldn’t it be better if they did study harder last time. we would be studying together, and be a gang in here.. XD… someone to chui sui and lanci with.. .. =(((((…
there're times when i felt tat it's hard to fit into a new gang.. new rules, new personalities that's different from those before.. =((((.... used to think that all friends should be the same, but guess i was wrong. XD.. anyways, sometimes you can't expect much, everyone are unique and you can't expect everyone to be watver you wanted them to be . Guess i'm the one that should be changing, XD, sometimes you gotta think more about yourself, if they can do it, means they wouldn't mind you doing so too.. XD.. ^^..
Sunday, June 14, 2009
YMC...... XD
Friday, June 12, 2009
Blood:The Last Vampire
The opening super damn cool.
“I do not work for them. They give me what I need. They’ll help me find ONIGEN - the oldeset, vilest and most powerful of all demons….”
Shit, crap, mangkuk, all the talk of how geng Oni is are CRAPs...... I was damn expecting a super Earth Shaking Fight between the main character, Saya with Onigen, and I was expecting Saya(the half human half vampire) to transform into something more demonic, more cool, more yeng… Sigh, but till the end, the biggest transformation I can see was her eyes turning red for let’s say 1 miliseconds???? And the so-called MANGKUK ONIGEN was injured badly by a HUMAN!!!! Shit, wat kind of MOST POWERFUL demon is tat??? Shit mangkuk, stupid Crap Mangkuk, Die la… Barely 10 minutes of fighting and she's defeated utterly.... Ceh..





jeng jeng jeng(sound effect).... see how House wears the stethoscope,... kaka.

cyclops.. XD









